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Friday, March 27, 2009

Xander at 4 months.


Xander is so much fun, he laughs and laughs. He can whine too but he really communicates. Johanna has figured out what a few sounds mean, check out her and Andy's blog, she explains it better than I can. If you ask him what he needs, he really tries to tell you. Even I get some of them now. It is amazing!

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Xander and the ducklings!


Xander loves the ducklings. I love the way he is looking at his Oupa in this photo. Oupa is the Afrikaans word for Grandfather. He is such a sweet trusting little boy. He is 4 months old now!

Monday, March 23, 2009

Busy weekend!

Friday and Saturday were so beautiful! I actually got a bit of a burn. We sheared the sheep Friday and did lots of cleanup, got a bunch of darling ducklings settled in too. Saturday we moved all the horses and cow south of the cabin.

Aidan and Emma, my sister's twins, came over to "help" on Saturday. They are six and so sweet, they enjoyed collecting eggs. Emma walked around with a basket, following chickens, ducks, geese and turkeys. I was goosed, and have quite the bruise to prove it. One day, I am going to wring goose necks.

We have quite the thaw happening and also lots of rain.

Here is a photo of the triplets, Aidan, Emma and my Gabriel, who is 10 months older.

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

A beautiful Quote

Marianne Williamson wrote a book: A Return to Love. This is a quote from her book.

“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.”

Craziness!

The vacuum broke, a heater broke, the fireplace started smoking us out of the cabin, then NO WATER! $528 dollars later, we have a new electric line across the driveway because it is too frozen to dig into the ground and we have running water again.Some critter chewed through the wires deep down there.
At least it wasn't the pump in the well, that would have been almost three times as much.

Rachel finds out what sort of baby she is having today...yahoo! I can't wait, I am sooo excited!!!

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Domestic Bliss



Yesterday,I went on a beautiful walk. The sun was shining and the early morning air was clean, invigorating and bright! We still have a lot of snow, and so long as I stayed on the animal trail, I was fine but if I walked on the snow crust, every once in awhile, I would sink up to my thighs.

Animal tracks criss crossed the snow and the ice on the lily pond. It is so pristine and beautiful, no signs of spring, other than a break in the ice on the streams here and there. It was quiet, so quiet that I could hear water running under the ice.

The tracks included coyote, fox, all sorts of duck and geese, elk, beaver, musk rat and deer, moose and rabbit. So much had been going on while I spent my winter in the cabin.

I felt so grateful and prayed for my son, his safety and peace. He needs additional strength now especially, and I hoped he could feel me thinking of him. I headed back to the cabin, crossing the meadow, Nickie's meadow, stopping by Calvin's tree for a moment and then crossing Gabe's bridge and looking for more tracks in the bank of the stream still crusted with snow and ice. Crossing Oupa's Bridge, I listened to the water gurgle through the Beaver dam underneath it. The mud peeked through the trail here and there while I headed up past the horses and cow to the hay barn. The cow gave me a steady look and mooed softly, I know that Brittany, one of the ranch hands, says that she is doing nicely and Gabriel says that he has petted her "18 times" but she didn't look too friendly to me. A couple of the rabbits scampered past me and I watched a hen nestle into an old cardboard box to lay, making a mental note of the newest hiding spot. I started gathering stray eggs, two in the greenhouse bathroom sink, one in an old planter and another two on a shelf, in the coop I found enough to round up a full dozen. Four hens crammed into two laying boxes eyed me out and I left them alone. Cats were curled up on the hay with David's dog, Layah. Ducks and geese played in the puddles and bathed in the mud. A golden sea bright rooster tried chasing me off and I had to chuckle at the tiny determined chicken. The pigs were snuffing in the yucky hay and the sheep were out in their yard, enjoying the sun. Beautiful, Beautiful day!

I focused hard on the snow, the trees and the killer turkeys when I got to the driveway, because the junk under the snow drives me crazy. The mud, I can deal with but I hate the bits of trash that magically appear, layer after melted layer, in spring.

Lots to do, plenty of time to do it. I am blessed! I love my life, my crazy, crowded, one room cabin life.